OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY

aloha !nice to be back writing again tonight. while in a bad mood, and trouble sleeping. i'm gonna do some Q&A by myself.

Q : HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY !
A : thank you, but we're not official yet. it is tomorrow, but once again thank you.

Q : how do you feel right now ??it is about hmm couple hours to go !
A : i'm not excited i'm exhausted.

Q : something went wrong. WHAT HAPPENED ?
A : well, i was hoping to spent the day till 0.00 sharp. but my boyfriend are sick. i want him to stay at house and go to sleep earlier but he spend this night with his friends. okay i'm disappointed. sad. and feel so lonely.

Q : hmmm okay then. anything else ??
A : i have a couples of wish for him.

Q : just say it
A : well, it have been really tough relationship, i hope we were getting better. better person in better relationship. and i want him to know that i love him so much, yet i don't hope too much on him. after this day.

GEEZZZ

why can't i spend the night with him ?. it feels very lonesome.

and i also feel like i'm being very far with my pic.

WHO ELSE WANT TO STAY WITH ME ??. I KNOW THE ANSWER SHOULD BE GOD.

i feel tired sometimes. and one day, it just blow to tears. that's how it works.

TEARS WASHED AWAY OUR TIRESOME.

anyway, behind my tears i still have to grateful. so thanks for today, we had met. and i'm disappointed. thank you. i love you.

adios !