aloha !nice to be back writing again tonight. while in a bad mood, and trouble sleeping. i'm gonna do some Q&A by myself.
Q : HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY !
A : thank you, but we're not official yet. it is tomorrow, but once again thank you.
Q : how do you feel right now ??it is about hmm couple hours to go !
A : i'm not excited i'm exhausted.
Q : something went wrong. WHAT HAPPENED ?
A : well, i was hoping to spent the day till 0.00 sharp. but my boyfriend are sick. i want him to stay at house and go to sleep earlier but he spend this night with his friends. okay i'm disappointed. sad. and feel so lonely.
Q : hmmm okay then. anything else ??
A : i have a couples of wish for him.
Q : just say it
A : well, it have been really tough relationship, i hope we were getting better. better person in better relationship. and i want him to know that i love him so much, yet i don't hope too much on him. after this day.
why can't i spend the night with him ?. it feels very lonesome.
and i also feel like i'm being very far with my pic.
WHO ELSE WANT TO STAY WITH ME ??. I KNOW THE ANSWER SHOULD BE GOD.
i feel tired sometimes. and one day, it just blow to tears. that's how it works.
TEARS WASHED AWAY OUR TIRESOME.
anyway, behind my tears i still have to grateful. so thanks for today, we had met. and i'm disappointed. thank you. i love you.