i have no idea

and this is it, i think it is the climax.

ga kerasa waktu berjalan cepet banget. 2 hari lagi natal, dan gak lama setelah itu tahun 2012. dan 2 hari lagi gue 10 bulan sama pacar. IT FEELS UNBELIEVABLE. karena pas awal gue jadian, gue gak bener-bener yakin sama dia. sampai akhirnya, hari ini.

awalnya gue cuma ngerasa bosen hari ini which was karena i got nothing to do. dan unfortunately pacar lagi ke bandung, dan may best partner in crime lagi ke Medan. gak tau ada angin apa, gue tiba-tiba merasa bosen banget terus ngerasa bosen banget abis itu bosen banget (lagi). akhirnya gue ngerasa kesel.

"WHY IS EVERYBODY SHOULD ON VACATION ?"
"WHERE IS MY BOY ?"
"WHY THERE ARE NOBODY ACCOMPANY ME ?"

SHIT, I AM FVCKING BORED.

gue mulai kesel. GILA, kemana sih ini cowo gue ??. rasanya ya mbok sama aja punya sama ga punya ??cuman bedanya tiap sabtu minggu gue ketemu dia. itu pun gak lama. I WANT YOUR TIME !
well gak tau what is exactly going on, but this lately i'm craving for a time with him. am i get sensitive ??
but tell me it was tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday. only 3 days i have with you, and don't you realize 3 days we meet, even not equals as one day. i'm bored, dear. and i barely need some one. i do.

FVCK FVCK FVKC FCVK FKCV FUCK

im rooting at home, and no ones accompany me. FVCK (again).

"take your time and forget me but don't search me. cause i'm not the woman who can't be move." - DK, with unstoppable tears and plenty of miss.

FELIS CUMPLEANOS

Hola !buenas noches !
So while waiting my boyfriend swimming, i'm trying to write a new post with his ipad !hehe.

FELIZ CUMPLEANOS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN !
Fianlly it come to a day when your birthday hehe. I honestly was watching tv and without i realize it was twelece a.m already !

I wish you healthy. DO NOT FORGET TO EAT. Cause once again i want you to be fatter, hehe.
I wish you success on your major. DO NOT FOLLOW ME ! Congratulation that you are doing your dream major, D !
I wish lot of good things in your life, i can't write down one by one for you. But one thing you should note, I GOT PLENTY OF GREAT WISH FOR YOU.

And remember, ieven you don't celebrate your birthday with cake, baloon, and boyfriend. It is never matter, cause you can buy them !what matter is a wish, cause you never can buy them.

So done with my ipad testing, it work well. See you ont the next post. And once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELVI, make it kickin !

SIX A.M IN THE MORNING

no cake, no parents, no bestfriend

silence and alone

my birthday

terharu denger telepon mama papa

sama terharu denger voice note debora 

glad to have both of you

thanks God to give me all of this beatiful creatures besides me

HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP

Buenas tardes !back to my blogsphere and finally I’m gonna post an advising tips for you guys out there.

“PACARAN SEHAT” . Tema postingan gue hari ini, walaupun gue sedang masuk angin cukup hebat hari ini, yang mengakibatkan gue kentut-kentut secara dashyat, itu gak akan menghalangi niat gue dalam proses pembuatan posting ini.

Mungkin kalian-kalian para muda-mudi galau jamaah suka denger yang namanya pacaran sehat itu gak ngeseks, pokonya engga raba-rabaan lah !. kalo menurut gue pacaran sehat itu pacaran yang membawa pengaruh baik buat satu sama lain. Kita kan pacaran untuk jadi lebih baik, bukan jadi lebih buruk. Nah sayangnya, banyak muda-mudi sekarang yang tenggelam dengan kenikmatan yang ngebuat pacaran itu enggak sehat. Makanya, gue mau share beberapa tips yang mungkin bisa ngebantu kalian buat berpacaran sehat !

Pertama, BUAT KOMITMEN DARI AWAL BERPACARAN. Maksudnya biar sekalian belajar tanggung jawab, buat komitmen tentang apa yang boleh kalian lakuin dan yang ga boleh lakuin. COBA BUAT TANGGUNG JAWAB SAMA KOMITMEN YANG KALIN UDAH BUAT.

Kedua, TEMUKAN KELEBIHAN DAN KEKURANGAN MASING-MASING. Tujuannya biar kalian bisa mengubah diri menjadi lebih baik lagi. Pertahankan yang baik dan ubah yang buruk. Ayo berubah bareng-bareng sama pacar.

Ketiga, PACARAN SEHAT ENGGAK SELALU SOAL SEKS DAN NAFSU. Nafsu itu penting, kalo kalian gak ada nafsu untuk memiliki satu sama lain gak usah pacaran aja sekalian. Kalo emang kalian mau ngeseks juga gapapa gak ada yang larang. Kalian udah gede, tau yang mana yang bener. Saat kalian lakukan perbuatan yang jelas-jelas kalian tau resikonya apa, kalian harus bertanggung jawab atas itu.

Jadi kesimpulan dari tips-tips di atas adalah, BERPACARAN YANG SEHAT, DAN HARUS BERTANGGUNG JAWAB ANTARA SATU SAMA LAIN.

“love is not a silly game. It takes years to build and second to break it” -DK

dream day dream wedding

hola !

selamat datang ke postingan kedua gue hari ini. langsung aja ke pointnya, kenapa "dream day dream wedding ?" itu karena gue ngebet nikah. kalo dulu misalnya di tanya sama guru tk "apa cita-cita kamu ?" gue paling bego, ga ngejawab karena ga punya cita-cita. tapi entah kenapa belakangan ini, gue akhirnya punya cita cita. oke mana tepuk tangannya ? *PLOK PLOK PLOK*

dan gara-gara gue tadi abis nonton film apa gitu gue lupa judulnya. dimana cowoknya hawt banget dan ceweknya gak hawt tapi oke lah toketnya gede. makin ngebuat gue ngebet nikah.

gue iri sama mereka yang bisa tinggal berdua sama pacarnya gitu. eh bukannya gue mau ngapa-ngapain ya sama cowok gue hahaha. tapi kan asik ga sih kalo misalnya bisa tinggal berdua sama pacar ??gilee, makin erat deh tali puser. akhirnya gue bbm ke cowo gue :

D : enak ye di sana tinggal berdua mah sebodo amat haha
S : emang kalo di sini kenapa ?
D : di sini ya gitu, ga enak aja. kan asik tinggal berdua hehe. tapi ga asik kalo lagi berantem
S : kalo uda berdua ya berantem mesti berdua lah.
D : hah ??ga ngerti hahaha. jelasin coba
S : iya kalo berantem mesti tetep berdua. masa kalo berantem terus pisah siihh

so sweet ya ?hehe. ini nih yang gue cari, bersedia bareng sama gue dalam keadaan apapun. yah walaupun gue juga masi pacaran sama dia cuma seenggaknya bibit-bibit setianya udah ada lah. lumayan.

akhirnya gue jadi berkhayal sendiri tentang perkawinan gue haha. gue ngebayangin aja betapa serunya gue bisa tidur pelok-pelokan sampe napas lo abis sama suami gue. bangun tidur liat ada suami lo di sebelah. abis itu pagi-pagi buatin sarapan. seru banget hehe. kalo siang-siang ga ada kerjaan peluk-pelukan di sofa sambil nonton dvd. ADUH KAPAN GUE NIKAH ?!

the end. gantung.

watermark effect

buenas tardes ! great afternoon bloggers. i get a day off today, since final test was begin, so i don't need to go to university. today is another day of boredom. and i get nothing to do, and TAAARRAAAA !

i made this photo got edit !

FROM THIS

TO THIS

thanks Pastel Girl for the basic tutorial, and if you want another shoot like this just click on :
http://sabilanata.blogspot.com/2011/11/howtomakewatercoloreffects.html

she is great. i don't know her either, just got it when i was blog walking yesterday. HAVE A NICE DAY !

last moment with december

buenos tardes !. just landed at my bed, and finally after doing some photo webcam, i decided to write a new post.

don't you believe ??it is December already, and 2011 will be gone. i'm really really bloody waiting for 2012. i'm gonna start my new major, since i decided to leave my major and thanks fully my parents allowed it.

well, the time has gone so fast bloggers. so many memories in this year, and i even can't trust it !. i have been a semester !and then i will become a jobless next year. My friends are starting they final test on ninth this month. and today, i got my last hedonistic time with Ezra.

IT WAS CHURRERIA AT GRAND INDONESIA! i actually have been here with my other friends, but i didn't post it in this blog. since she isn't too special. so, i dedicated this post for Ezra. a special partner in crime.

too bad Ezra wouldn't grab some photo, yeah she said "i'm ugly today". ERGH. so i took a photo yesterday when we went to TIS.

with regard, you look like a monkey, ez !

ice lemon tea and ice black currant tea

my raspberry mix churros

quatrro stagione means four season

Churreria outlet at Grand Indonesia, Upper Ground floor

i really hope the best for all my friends on this ninth day of December.

"the best moment of life, is never happen at the beginning" -DK