NEW PROGRESS

yesterday i had a new progrees in driving
aaaaaaa i'm so happy then, because i can drive the car until home,
and i can drive very well
even when in a T-intersection, i can not control the gas and the result the engine was death hahahaha
in the middle of T-intersection
but it's okay, i can handle it :)



good job !!!!

it's hard to be a girl

being a girl that everyone wants is very hard
being a girl that can make everyone satisfied is hard
sometimes when a girl become a charming girl, that has everything like knowledge, good attitude, and etc
we will call as "unreach girl"
but when a girl become a very bad girl, that always rebel
everyone will call as "a bitch"
and when we become a usual girl, that never get anything serious problem or like an ordinary girl
we will call as "usual girl"

soo, how to be a good girl that everyone likes??
everything that we do will ended as nothing
soo, just be yourself never, don;t look back .don't hear people talking about you
just be yourself and show yourself to another, you will be a great girll
i believe it

I'M NOT LOVING YOU WITH A HALF HEART
we are not playing in a love game,this feeling is true. It's exist and always do. I never say "always" for the things that i know not eternal, but i'm keeping you inside. I'm not gonna try so hard to erase you off from my mind and my heart,just let it flow cause i'm keeping you inside here. I'm pointing my heart obviously. I want to remember all of my smile that you have made even we were just for 2 months long. Not so much,but enough to make my smile bigger and enough for being kept in my mind. Remembering my good times with you, and forget all my bad times with you. All the good stuff. All the smile. All the "i miss you" time. All the sweet words. I KEEP REMEMBERING HOW I FELL TO DEEP IN THIS STRONG FEELING OF YOU AND I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET OUT FROM THIS HARSH FEELING.


i am still wanting you to come back, its hard for me to end up this way )):